Sunday, April 8, 2012

Desire for Love

Love is the pure form of worship that exist between two people. Its not a commitment but its a feeling that is developed between human beings. It is the feeling that is not only generated in human body but also among all every living being on earth. It is a feeling which is developed without any condition and without any prerequisites. It does not depend on caste,creed, sex and religion.


As described by many people it is feelings that come and go in heart due to some ongoing activities in day to day life.



Love and meaning differs from person to person and there is no fixed definitions but the love songs across the decades have the same feeling in them.



Cases and stages vary from person to person. For some person it still the love and for some its a status symbol.

Here comes one more fictitious story from my heart ;)

It was Monday, dressed in formal i entered office, opened outlook and saw a mail from my manager asking him to join me for a face 2 face meeting at 2 PM. I was surprised and spoke to my colleague, one of them updated me that it's a face 2 face meeting to release the extra burden from project by releasing the resource. I was frightened to know that I was the first person to be called for meeting but someone confirmed me that it happened to other team members also last week. I was lill happy to know that I was not the first but l'ill frightened too. Had some sandwich and lot of water as my lunch as reached on seat within 15 mins.


It was already 3:00 PM and manager didnt call me for meeting, l'ill anxious I only asked manager about the meeting. Manager was surprised and happy that I reminded him about the meeting. Meeting was normal about my future plans and future hopes but I was released from from project within a week. I went and asked my team architect that am I so technically bad that I am the first resource to get release from the project.


He replied "Dan ki Bachiya ke daat nahi gine jaate.".....I didn’t get it and left the project my team, my friends for a new journey ahead. Manager had confirmed me that he will get me an onsite opportunity once I get relieved from my project. Two days later I got a call from one of the Resource manager about one Australian opportunity for a month. All dreams started flowing in my mind again fighting each other for their priorities. It was about to be a short term opportunities with lot of dreams.


Dreams got shattered with the call held next day. My skills didnt match their pre-requistes and to fullfil the opportunity my frd was asked to change resume and travel to Australia. Again I went to Mr Murthy(team-Architect) and asked me why again this happened to me?


He replied "Dan ki Bachiya ke daat nahi gine jaate.".....


Again with sore heavy heart I left for a new journey. I got a call from one of the US oil majors and without any second thought I said yes.


It was again Monday and whole week had changed my career and my dreams at my Indian major IT company. I called my new manager at SBC oils and asked him about the time to report and he answered in a more Parody way


"Tumhare hain joro se intezar. Jaldi aa jao mere yaar.

Kaam hain halka fulka. par hume laga hain zoro ka jhatka."


I got to my need, wishing good bye to all old team mates i went for SBC oils. Reached 8th floor took 2 rounds of the whole floor to search the ODC.


I called Manager from outside and he came from inside. Again he started laughing and his parody.


"Aa gaye tum mere yaar. Jaldi lagao apni jugad."

I greeted him and went inside with him. He introduced me with a team of 3 members. We greeted each other and I shared more details about me. There was a gal in that team who was sitting silent and staring at me. I asked her wat is your name?

She replied Raiyna Rao….

My next question was are you from north Karnataka?

She replied yes…

She asked me how do I know? I was happy to see her talking. It was like my wild guess her being hailing from north Karnataka…I replied just guessed…

We all 4 team member started gelling with each other and soon our task were shared. I being new team member was taking KT from everyone. KT was always boring and that too when you have to take in summer after lunch…..

We all became friends and soon came to know about other frds from ODC. It was Autumn when we were overloaded with work and I became Senior to Raiyna. Raiyna was assigned to work with me on certain section. Infact she was learning more from me. I noticed that Raiyna never interacted much with the existing team lead. My detective spirit got up and found out that Raiyna struggled during her early days in industry and had faced hard days with reference to work and was got scolded.

I went to project manager and discussed with him on the same. He gave me an additional responsibility to bring her up to the mark. It was a tough task for me and was happy to be assigned such a role. I tried to find much about her and came to know that she is a crying doll.





To be continued...........